"Forgive and forget" are words I keep in my mind
Living life, being sweet and kind
But behind the smiles, behind the laughter
Are scars with stories, about a crying daughter.
A past so dark, filled with fear
That reality was also a nightmare.
Living in a house, that never felt like home
With a "monster" who I despise as I grow
A child crying that someday,
I will never have to feel this way
That someday
We don't have to runaway
That someday
I will have the power
And people will listen to what I say
A child who is tired of being helpless
Tired of being weak
Tired of all the threats
And see a love one get beat
Scars that are so deep
That a sight of a happy family
My heart weeps...
Moments when it felt like it's the end of the world
That we needed to leave for our safety
But when someone asks me "What's wrong?"
I say "Nothing. Don't worry."
All this time I've been wondering
How a love of a father feels like
Heck, How a complete family feels like.
I hope you know what you did to me
That most of my life I never felt truly happy and free
My childhood revolved around you and your world
But you know what?
I thank you.
The past made me who I am today
Strong, wise
And does not let things stand in the way
Thank you for giving me the chance to feel sad
That I now know the roles of a dad
And now I seek only the happy side of life
And I vow to marry someone, not like you.. and be a happy wife ♥